i wonder who came up with the fantastic hairstyle first, him or patrick dempsey. ah well, there's brad pitt next saturday so it doesn't matter. haha totally bimbotic huh :)
why does Hope linger? it's in its nature to be stubborn, appear at the wrong times, just when you thought your brain had fazed it out. as i slammed shut the laptop last night i couldn't help but think that my heart was going to fall out of my ribcage. and this afternoon i couldn't help but say hello back, and i had to bite my tongue (or rather sit on my hands) to keep from saying that it's cos of you that i'm like that. and then, in the evening, a glimmer that this may work its way to a miracle. won't it please? i can't help but hope.
hai. i couldn't help but think that Hope and Stupidity must be partners in crime. i so badly want to be pessimist, or a realist, anything but an optimistic fool who doesn't know when to admit defeat. anything, just not disappointed anymore. please work.

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