conquering the slope

missing post!! no idea where my last entry disappeared to, or did it even show. madagascar was too short and not as fantastic as shrek/incredibles but i was happy anyway :) corinne may's cds are lovely. i tried to be nice and buy them for my brother, but i had to exchange them [for O, by damien rice. it's official, he's great, buy his cd] 2 minutes after i walked out of the store cos he bought them already >.<

vigorous driving today - a session2, 4 hours of bumming during which jo and i ate like pigs and napped like babies, then a session5. explored more of bt batok and teck whye and wow there's so many places i have yet to visit in our tiny island. surprisingly the instructor said i learnt quickly, which was definitely NOT what i got from last week's instructors when they scolded and yelled and had to keep emergency braking for me =p so happy so happy, i can u-turn and "overcome" the slopes! hilarious, the terms my instructors use.

no one can bitch about me (with valid reason) anymore!! :) i think i'm someone who just Has to be liked by (most) people and will die if i hear someone not liking me - i'm not as strong as other people, but one day i'll be able to say i don't give a damn - so of course now i'm glad there's no real reason for anyone to say horrible things about me anymore. i don't (and never did) break people up, i don't (and never did) make people cheat, i'm not a desperate scheming third party, thank you very much. feel so liberated and lighthearted and a bit empty cos there's no purpose anymore. and even if i wasn't forced to, it's kinda sad to have moved along. look where That's got me. you're right, nowhere. hmm so far this whole thing's been about me. i don't think there's even a shadow of any other half to talk about for quite some time :'(

long tuesday coming up. hospital hopping =/ lotsa travelling and if time permits, touch, finally :) night!